[ARCHIVED NEWS] Thursday, March 10, 2005
Following the service His Grace, the bishop, delivered the following eulogy:
“For we walk by faith not by sight”
(2. Cor. 5:7)
Dear members of the family,
Very Reverend and Reverend Fathers,
Dear brothers and sisters,
Those words
of the holy Apostle Paul could fully apply to our dear Fr. Nenad. When I spoke
to him a few months ago, I asked him: “How is your health, my dear Fr. Nenad?”
He answered: “Don’t ask me, your Grace, how is my health, but rather how is my
illness. I lost my health a long time ago. But, thank God, I can still walk.”
And following the Divine Liturgy, during which he communed, he told me: “I beg
of you, your Grace, pray for me that I don’t lose my sight. It would be most
difficult for me if I couldn’t read.” And I noticed, as many of you did, that
his physical sight began to slowly decline. On the other hand, his spiritual
sight was becoming all the more clearer. But that was his faith.
Also, he always asked of his brother clergy to pray for him that he endure for
a peaceful, quiet, sinless Christian ending to his life. Not only did he ask
others to pray for him but he prayed as well. For what use is it to us that
others pray for us if we ourselves to not pray. And the Lord granted him this
peaceful and Christian ending to his life. He was not afraid of death, but, as
St. John Chrysostom says, he was only afraid of sin. For death has its strength
and power in sin (I Cor. 15:56) as one church hymn so beautifully states:
“Before the Resurrection of Christ death was frightful for man, but after
Christ’s Resurrection, man was frightful for death.”
Fr. Nenad was a man of steadfast faith. He was attacked by great physical and
spiritual temptations. First, he lost his life companion, Emilija, and then two
years ago he lost his son Stevan. I believe that God wanted to test his faith
as He did with Abraham (Gen. 22:1). And when one fellow priest offered his
sympathies saying, “Father I am sorry for your great loss.” He replied, “What
loss? If my son is near Christ there is never a loss. If he is without Christ,
and even if he was alive, it is a loss for me.” In all of his troubles and
sufferings he was strengthen by the words of the holy Apostle Paul: “No
temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is
faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but
with the temptation will also make the way of escape, that you may be able to
bear it.” (1 Cor. 10:13). Therefore, he could say together with the Old
Testament righteous man, “The Lord gives and the Lord takes away, blessed be
the name of the Lord” (Job 1:21).
He fought long with his illness and was never spiritually exhausted. He was
aware that the temporary sufferings are nothing compared to the glory that will
be revealed to us (Rom. 8:18). His suffering was similar to that the righteous
Job. He lived in the hope of Christ, that we when “our earthly house, this
tent, is destroyed, we have a building from God, a house not made with hands,
eternal in the heavens. For in this we groan earnestly desiring to be clothed
with our habitation which is from heaven, if indeed, having been clothed, we
shall not be found naked.” (2 Cor. 5:1-3). Isn’t this similar to what the
righteous Job says, “For I know that my Redeemer liveth and that He shall stand
at the latter day upon the earth: And though after my skin worms destroy this
body, yet in my flesh shall I see God: Whom I shall see for myself, and mine
eyes shall behold, and not another” (Job 19:25-27).
All of his
faith, hope and love he rested on the Resurrected Christ. Frequently I heard
him teach others at Monastery Marcha or in this church, that the Resurrected
Christ is the center of everything. In Him is the meaning of our lives (Rom.
5:18). The words of the apostle Paul, “If Christ is not risen, then our
preaching is empty and your faith is also empty” (I Cor. 15:14) were constantly
in his heart and in his soul. When Christ, or the Church, the Gospels or the Holy
Canons were in question there was no compromise with him. For him Christ was
the measure of all things. He considered all things harmful and minute compared
to the great knowledge of Christ our God. His rule was: All things should be
left behind that we might only gain Christ (Phil. 3:8). This was noticed by
many during his active ministry in this parish.
I am not aware if our dear Fr. Nenad left many written things behind. But what
is most important, his writings that remain are not written on paper or stone
tablets but on the bodily tablets of our hearts (2 Cor. 3:3). Every Thursday at
this holy Church he regularly held religious classes for adults, interpreting
the words and lives and giving drink to the thirsty from the eternal waters and
feeding the hungry with the heavenly bread. This is what remains eternally and
is more important than if he had written volumes and volumes of philosophical
works “according to the tradition of men, according to the basic principles of
the world, and not according to Christ” (Col. 2:8). At every occasion he taught
the Orthodox souls to watch for the infectious spirit of this world, syncretism
and distorted Christianity.
Dear Father
Nenad,
The hour has come for our separation from one another, but only temporarily.
And I know what you would advise your son Nikola and the rest of your family
and friends and acquaintances as well as your brother priests: “Do not be
sorrowful like those who have no faith” (2 Thess. 4:13). Do not forget the
words of Christ: “I am the Resurrection and the Life; whosoever believes in Me,
though he may die, he shall live.” (Jn. 11:25). You have now troubles and
sufferings. But do not forget: “God will wipe away every tear from their eyes”
(Rev. 7:17). And I am certain you would tell them, together with St. Cyprian:
“When our dear ones leave this world, we should rejoice more than be sorrowful.
Remembering this truth, the holy Apostle Paul, in his epistle writes: “For to
me, to live is Christ, and to die is gain” (Phil. 1:21).
Thank you for all that you did for the Serbian Orthodox Church and your
suffering people. You suffered with them as well. You passed, together with
them, through the fire and the water. But just as God brought you to your rest
(Heb. 4:9-11), may He also bring all of us. Thank you for your work in the
parishes in which you served. Above all, your preaching of the Word of God to
your spiritual children at St. Sava in Cleveland in whose hearts you formed the
image of Christ (Gal. 4:19). You continued to do this “in season and out of
season” (2 Tim. 4:2). Already at this moment we begin to miss you. Do not
forget us before the holy Throne of the Almighty (2 Pet. 1:15).
May your memory be eternal and may God have mercy on your soul!